My youtube, megavideo, games...all the shit that needs flash players won't work. Why? cos apparently I need the new flash player...so i'm like, ok, sure...get the new flash player.

So I try to DL it, and guess what? I won't fucking work. Yeah, I've tried downloading all sorts of stuff to help this and it still won't fucking work! ARGH!!! STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!!!!

I'm trying one last one. It better work or I swear I will scream!

Also, I looked through my textbooks yesterday and today. There are like a few maths books. I decided to look through the thinner ones, and I was like, OMG!!! it isn't hard AT ALL!!! i totally know this shit! I was like..YESSS!!! maybe I won't be failing maths anymore!!

Unfortunately that joy was short lived...I looked through the 2 thicker books and i was like...WTF!?!? I've learned this shit but apparently they've made it a gazillion times more difficult. I could practically see my dreams of scraping through maths just flew out the window. Its like i'm permanently stuck with a 'F' for maths. FUCKING HELL!!

haih...I seem to be swearing a lot today. All that built up frustration with my comp and my maths.

Not to mention this english. AHHH!!!! you know what I've gotta do? I have to fucking analyze a fucking paragraph and give a fucking oral presentation or analytical essay on it.

For example.

They give me a paragraph from the "Pride and Prejudice" just a short one. And from just a few bits of narration and conversation. I have to derive thee characteristics of the characters. The form of narration. How does the author convey the idea. How does the author do this and do that.. From like a fucking paragraph!!!

Ima die on Monday.

I can feel it.

byeeee...

~Alicia

ps.

I'm fucking miserable as you can see.

pps.

actually I think its caused from being stuck in this house all alone.

ppps.

sometimes...I wish my youtube would work.

pppps.

ok, all the time i wish it would work. ahaha...==