Oh, I also haven't started packing yet! I tried while talking to mei hong on the phone. Did it work? yeah....not so much. I have a packing problem, I don't think I will be able to bring my bolster!!! Which is heart-breaking-ly sad. I put it into my suitcase and it took up like half the space. and its not like I can tell my parents about this problem cos my dad would go " WHAT?!?!?! YOU WANT TO BRING YOUR BOLSTER THERE?!?!?" and promptly force me not to bring it. So as you can see, my problems are very "complex". lol...jkjk...though I am serious about the bolster dilemma.

Ah...okok...enough about me and my packing problems (though it is my blog...==) I want to talk about the new kids on the block~!!!! haha... no.. not the band but the new kids in school!!! muahaha!!! ==...I've never even listened to "new kids on the block" before (I'm not even sure if i got they're name right...but whatever...they're old)

Erm...so yeah, I haven't really been talking to any of the new kids, which is mean, cos i'm gonna be one of them in a couple of days (bury my head in pillow and scream). So i totally get where they're coming from cos I've been the new kid a couple times and I have to tell you it sucks beyond words can describe. But i have spoken to Estelle who sits with us at lunch and she seems pretty cool. Though her brother seems extremely different, but I can't really comment cos I haven't even said a word to him before so yeeeah....

There are a ton of new kiddy-kids and opposed to the bigger-kids. lol...they're all pretty cute but since i've never been one to go "awwww...you're soooo adorable, let me give you a huggy-wuggy!" I haven't really spoken or huggy-wuggied them...==. The only kids that i really go full-on "huggy-wuggied" on is 2 kids. Joshua and Jonathan. OMG!!! I love them to death!!! not really...but you get my drift. they're sister Joyce is adorable too..but i've always like baby boys better...who knows why. Ok...sorry...drifted from my story. Btw..they're my baby cousins (though Joshua isn't really a baby anymore since he's 8...)

hum-di-dum-dum...

SOo...new kids huh? well...being one is probably the worst thing EVER! unless you're the out-going kind that makes friends in no time. Like you blink once and you've got a ton of friends already. If you're like that, then you're lucky. Because, if you were me, you'd understand why being new is the worst ever.

See, if you know me, I talk a lot, and am pretty lame and stupid. But when I'm new, I'm like the shy girl, that just sits there and smiles if you talk to me. Yeah! I'm like that...I know...unbelievable...but its true. I've been trying to battle this disgusting glitch within me but so far not much progress. Haihh...and the weird thing is, that usually i'm forced to be the "new kid" due to moving and shit like that but, this time I'm doing it by choice which is sooooo odd that in the middle of the night I wake up and go "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GETTING YOURSELF INTO ALICIA? ARE YOU INSANE? WHAT WRONG WITH WORD CENTRE THAT YOU HAVE TO RUN OFF TO ANOTHER COUNTRY" but then I know why I wanna move and then I'm like ARGH!!!! eff off stupid thought!

So, it takes me a couple months to really be be me but hopefully with God's help I'll do better than the shy girl this time! haha...

oook..i should go...cos you're probably falling asleep due to the excessive boring-ness of my post since I don't have some guy that I'm secretly in love with, or some friend that is giving me shit and my problems are solely on the fact that my bolster won't fit in my luggage so i'm sorry for boring you with my crap, please continue with your awesome life.

sincerely sorry,

Alicia...

ps. hahahahahaha....I'm not sorry!!!! did you really think i was? well, i take my sorry back! BLEK!!!!

pss. ==