I
AM
Going
INSANE!!!!
Ok...not really...but it feels like it.
For one...I have never, i repeat, NEVER in the entire 15 years of my life have a EVER done so MUCH MATH!!! and its not even over. I still have another day and a week of this disgusting overdose of math to go. Then I'm HOME-FREE BABY!!! WHOOO!!!..but before the celebration starts...the suffering....
Oh yeah...to add to the INSANE amount of math I've been doing there's also my theory exam coming up (in 2 days) and my practical exam (on the 24th ,also the day of awards nite..ahhh!!!). Two of the things I really, really don't get, which is theory and math btw. Argh!
Oh yeah...not just that...but my science is effing slow as well...but do I have time to catch up on it? NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! why? cos I'm too busy cramming my brain with MATH!
OMG!!! WHY DIDN'T I WORK HARDER DURING THE TERM??? WTH IS WRONG WITH ME? ooo...i know the answer...ITS LAZINESS!!! yeah, thats what it is...Oo...not to forget the bee-yoo-tee-ful sprinkle of PROCRASTINATION!!! did I even spell that right? haih...not only does my science and math suck but so does my spelling (if the word is wrong..that is...)
Though there has been like 2 bright spots in my dark, math filled week...all of which happened today! thank you Lord.
Bright spot #1
So, today I took like 3 math tests today...all of which took an insanely long time to do. However, the last test of the day took a rather unexpected turn. uh huh...when i say that, it does not mean good, in fact it means mind-blowingly BAD. Yeah, guess what? my darling brain decided half way through the test to get back at me for torturing it with math for the past few days. So my brain goes...(what the brain is saying to itslef) MUAHAHAHA!!! Alicia is doing a test, the time when she needs me most so I shall do the evilest thing possible! I WILL MAKE ALL THE INFORMATION WITHING ME UNACCESSIBLE!!! MAUAHAHAHAHA!!! (back to me) So, all of a sudden I don't know how to do anything...Everything looks like chinese to me!!!! (lol) and I was like NOOOO!!! BRAIN? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!? (brain replies) MUAHAHAHA!!! YES! I HAVE HAD MY REVENGE! NOW, ALICIA, THERE IS NO ONE WHO CAN HELP YOU NOW! (back to me) HMPF!! but you are wrong brain, there is one person who CAN defeat you! that is...(drumroll..) JESUS!!!! (audience applauds) ...NOOOOO!!! (screams brain!) So I start praying super-duper-wooper hard and BAM!!! it hits me! The information comes flooding out! JESUS has broken brain's evil plan and I was able to finish the test!!! WHEEE!!!! (angels begin singing HALLELUJAH!)
-btw, incase you didn't get that just ask me. lol
Bright spot #2
OK, i won't be that dramatic this time. SO, later, in my piano lesson, I'm taking my last trial test before the real one this saturday. And for the past like 5 tests i've been getting like seriously bad scores. Like close to failing scores. But thanks to JESUS in this last test I scored!!! well, sort of...well, atleast a lot better than the previous few. I was like 1 point away from distinction (if it was a real test) and I could have got distinction if it weren't for a few careless mistakes! DO YOU KNOW HOW AWESOME THAT IS?!?! for a person who seriously SUCKS at theory??? so yeeeeeeeah, hopefully I can do better than that on the real day! haha
oooookkkk...enuf with the words and more of shutting up! later!!!
-cheers!-
