so the day is almost finally here.

School starts tomorrow.

&^$^%$^&

haih...

I was really nervous just now, but then I took a shower and felt a lot better. Not to mention the fact that I was talking to Grace and sort of "forgot" about everything...

Unfortunately, the forgetfulness was short lived. I am getting more and more nervous by the second.

ARGH!!!

I sure hope tomorrow will be a good day.

I tried carrying my bag with all the stuff in it today.

MY GOD!!! it was so heavy...I almost fell backwards when I put it on. I have to lean forward when i stand. If not...I fall backwards. That bag is the biggest effing backpac on planet earth. Excluding those camper bags. Those are for tall strong people that like the great outdoors and stuff.

Obviously...NOT me.

hm...so i guess I better go.

I'll probably update tomorrow to tell you how my day went.

CIAO for NOW.

Lots of love,

~alicia

My youtube, megavideo, games...all the shit that needs flash players won't work. Why? cos apparently I need the new flash player...so i'm like, ok, sure...get the new flash player.

So I try to DL it, and guess what? I won't fucking work. Yeah, I've tried downloading all sorts of stuff to help this and it still won't fucking work! ARGH!!! STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!!!!

I'm trying one last one. It better work or I swear I will scream!

Also, I looked through my textbooks yesterday and today. There are like a few maths books. I decided to look through the thinner ones, and I was like, OMG!!! it isn't hard AT ALL!!! i totally know this shit! I was like..YESSS!!! maybe I won't be failing maths anymore!!

Unfortunately that joy was short lived...I looked through the 2 thicker books and i was like...WTF!?!? I've learned this shit but apparently they've made it a gazillion times more difficult. I could practically see my dreams of scraping through maths just flew out the window. Its like i'm permanently stuck with a 'F' for maths. FUCKING HELL!!

haih...I seem to be swearing a lot today. All that built up frustration with my comp and my maths.

Not to mention this english. AHHH!!!! you know what I've gotta do? I have to fucking analyze a fucking paragraph and give a fucking oral presentation or analytical essay on it.

For example.

They give me a paragraph from the "Pride and Prejudice" just a short one. And from just a few bits of narration and conversation. I have to derive thee characteristics of the characters. The form of narration. How does the author convey the idea. How does the author do this and do that.. From like a fucking paragraph!!!

Ima die on Monday.

I can feel it.

byeeee...

~Alicia

ps.

I'm fucking miserable as you can see.

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actually I think its caused from being stuck in this house all alone.

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sometimes...I wish my youtube would work.

pppps.

ok, all the time i wish it would work. ahaha...==

cos i overslept.

why?

Cos i didn't want to go to bed last night and kept on dragging time.

eg. Brushing teeth

1. screaming "just until this part finishes!" (while watching tv)

2.shouting "5 more minutes!!!"

3.shouting stupid things from my room hence making it hard for my aunty (hehe-btw, my room door can't close)

4.shouting "Bless you!" from my room when someone sneezes. Resulting in a shock from my aunty who thought i was asleep 20 minutes ago.

all this caused me to sleep at about 2 am? I think...buuuttt...it really wasn't THAT late in Malaysia, also I had a nap earlier. So honestly, I did have quite a reason to be THAT hyper yesterday night. Not to mention that I ate HALF a bag of salt and vinegar chips, which i hardly EVER do. hehe...overall, I did enjoy playing "naughty kid who won't go to bed" ...it was fun to let my "inner child" come out. You (my dear reader) should try it sometime.

On Friday it was scary hot and we spent most of the day in the mall. I bought 2 pairs of school shoes. Why? Cos we went to the first shop and found a pair of shoes which were quite alright-not to mention the beyond gorgeous shop assistant. I swear, he is SO HOT! we HAD to get the shoes. Plus he helped me tie my shoelaces, something no guy has ever done. Nice to know my first was a HOT one. hehe...jkjk (sort of ?)

then, we walked around for awhile and i bought 2 t shirts. One is my Facebook picture (the fun size one)-i just HAD to get it cos i feel so small here, i girl needs a boost of self esteem ok???-and a hot pink one with panda's all over it! HAHA

Later we saw another pair of school shoes which were better and cheaper so we bought it. Unfortunately the assitant was a female so nothing much to say. We were going to return the shoes but then we freaked because we didn't want to return the shoes to the hot guy, esp when he was being sooo nice. So i told my aunty that i would wait in a store and SHE will go to return the shoes but later she came back saying that she went into the store but came out before she could do anything cos she felt bad for the hot guy. We might return them Monday, hopefully he wouldn't be there or would have forgotten us. My aunty doubts it cos apparently the size of my feet is "unforgetable" who knows...but nice to know my feet have such an impact huh?

Personally, I feel that the boss of the shoe shop employed the hot guy to prevent girls like me and my aunty from returning stuff, also making it jarder for us to walk away when we don't want the shoes (though we really did want the shoes then, or maybe it was just because of his hypnotic smile-who knows. )

One of the reasons why i feel so small is that my foot size is the same size with 5-8 year olds here. WTF!? I'm 16!!!!!(well, going on 16) and I saw girls who are obviously younger than me who are taller than me. EVEN the ASIAN kids are taller than me...accept for the moms of course..BUT THAT DOESN'T COUNT!!! haha...==

ooookkk...enough about me...now more about I!!! ==...

On Saturday I didn't really do anything since I went to the library in the morning and borrowed 5 books-did i mention that we're allowed to borrow 30 books?? no? ok, ima say is again, WE'RE ALLOWED TO BORROW 30 BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- haha..ok...done with the 30 BOOKS!!!!

I also took at long nap and woke up at abbout 5 to have "lunch" and about 8 30 dinner. but, it totally isn't my fault. The sun at 5 seemed like it was 3 and the sun at 8 30 seemed like it was 6. So honestly, you can't blame my body for the confusion now can you?

I also watched Princess and the Frog that night (also was scarfing down Salt and Vinegar chips) and really enjoyed it ( Both the movie and the chips btw). After the movie I proceeded to drag time from going to bed (see the top for description).

After finally settling in for bed I woke up this morning to the sound of sausages frying and you know how I am when it comes to food, so I LEPT out of bed and ran to the kitchen and the speed of light!- ok, maybe not leapt...more like dragged myself out of bed and stumbled to the kitchen but thats an unimportant detail-when I arrived in the kitchen I gobbled down my food (not really, more like fiddled with it) and then switched on the computer to see what time was the church service, then finding out that it starts at 11 15 and that it was already 11 10. So i was like..."CHRRRIIISSSS!!!!!" for a couple time...and then i was like..oh right! he went outside to check on his car. When he came in I told him the service times and stuff. So we were like "oh well"-not really but around the same context- and sat down and surfed-the web. Resulting in me, writing this.

BTW, it was Chris...not Christ...in case you read wrong...since they're all in capital letter. oo..also, he's my UNCLE!!!

sooo...i think i've written quite enough so i believe i MUST go.

Love to y'all,

~Alicia

ps. parts of my day were skipped out. Ok. A LOT of the days were skipped out, but do you REALLY want to know about every single thing I did? For instance, when I went to the toilet?, I didn't think so. Also, even if you DID want to know, its not like a remember or anything...so TOO BAD!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

pps. A LOT of the stories were exagerated for your benefit so don't go hating on me if you find out that something wasn't exactly like it was written-not that you would do research or anything, but i'm just saying.

ppps. I WASN'T exaggerating about the hotness of the shoe dude.

pppps. just a quote i really like "I'm rubber, you're glue, anything you say bounces of me and sticks to you" yeeeahhhh...I wrote that on FAcebook...but WTH! I like it!!!

ppppps. BITE ME!!! if you donn't like the way my "byes" don't mean anything.

pppppps. PHOAR!!! lots of "ps's" now huh? hehe

I'M WEBCAM-ING WITH KARYN!!! hahahahaha!!!!!!

ok...no more!! haha

hmm..so today is my 2nd day here and I went to buy my school uniforms and stuff...and even though its all second hand it still costs a TON!!! i mean, its diff cos they have summer and winter uniforms here...not like only one kind that they have in Malaysia...here's what I had to get:

Summer-

A dress kind of thing

A Jumper

Socks

PE-summer-

Polo shirt

Shorts

Swimsuit( not that i'll be joining)

Winter-

Blouse

Skirt

Tights

PE-winter-

Rugby top ( long sleeved)

Track Pants

Accessories-

Hat (I KNOW!!! GROSS)

School bag with school emblem

PE bag with school emblem

there might be more but I can't think of it now...haha

So after we got the uniforms which cost A LOT we went for lunch...i had LAKSA! I know, i know...why malaysian food in australia but it was reaaally good...like better than some places in Malaysia.

After that we stopped by at a christian bookshop cos we didn't feel like going home (==) I looked around and I bought a coffee bottle/cup which is like green-ish sort of color and the word hope..its really nice...then i got a Turkish Apple Tea at the bookshop's cafe and it was really nice...thought REALLY HOT!!! I burned my tongue several times..OUCH!!!

So after that we went into the city to pick up my uncle and on the way we passed by THE MOST DELICIOUS guy ever!!! He was like a beach boy in a suit-though not a pretty boy kind-also looked like a model!! Me and my aunty went crazy for about 15 mins after we passed by him, my aunty said that he had nice eyes...I really got to thank god that nothing happened to us because we saw him when she was driving...imagine, she was drving but still had time to notice the color of his eyes when he walked pass...SHE COULD HAVE RAMMED INTO SOMEONE FOR ALL YOU KNOW!! but anyway...HE WAS OOBER HOT!!!!

then we went to this place which is kind of like danga bay...but without the rides and better restaurants...cos my aunty had to meet up with her friends for dinner. Actually my=e and my uncle were supposed to go and eat ourselves but we ended up eating with them anyway and I ordered this Chicken Parma-something and it was HUGE!! like MASSIVE-LY HUGE!!! the CHICKEN was bigger than my FACE~!!!! and the fries was like the mount everest of fries! by the time I couldn't stuff any more of it in my face what was left was pretty much the normal serving size in malaysia!!

So yeah...thats pretty much what happened on my second here...

So i gotta go eat dinner now...ciao!!!

Miss you guys,

~Alicia

ps.

Prince William was 10 mins away from where we stayed...we didn't know and we were sleeping...^*%$&$

PPS..

I had to Re-type this...cos it got completely lost the first time i did it. The first one was better...haih...

1) I dont' have my bolster

2)The sun is right in my face.

3) I'm not used to this bed.

4) the door isn't working and i can't close it!!! and incase some of you don't know...I get really agitated when i see an open door. Seriously! see how hard I've got it? haha...jkjk

But anyway...my aunty says that she's gonna get the door fixed...so i'm going to take ehr word for that.

The flight was ok I guess..I pretty much bawled my eyes out in front of everyone in the airport, earning me stares from many ppl..but did i care? NO! I just went on crying just the same.

Also...apparently, when you travel as an "unaccompanied minor" (or something like that) -meaning that you're a kid traveling alone-you don't really have to queue up that much. Cos the airline people take care of you so they take you in a different way, like the queues where the air stewards and pilots go...so yeah...was pretty cool. Unfortunately, in the plane I had a window seat-which is generally considered good-which meant that everytime i had to pee i had to get the other 2 people to stand up. I guess God must really have been watching me cos the couple I sat next to were really nice and helped me do stuff and didn't really mind when i asked to go out to pee....though after the second time the lady looked a tad bit agitated so i stopped peeing...until i got out from the plane...(ARGH!!! PURE AGONY!!!!) but it was a pretty decent flight all in all. haha.

so yeeeahhh... I'm here now...and the weather is sort of odd its like cool wind with damn hot sun! so you're like...ARGH! HOT!!! (then the wind blows and you go) ahhh..cool-then it just gets hot again. Something like that...or maybe not...I've only been here in summer weather for like, what? 4 hours??? haha...but i'll explain it better once I have deciphered the weather here. ==

hmm...Tomorrow I've got to go buy my uniform, shoes, socks and s couple more things so I should be busy...I really hope it would be cool then!!!

UH HUH!!! SO i'm saving the best for last...PRINCE WILLIAM IS HERE! and my aunty wants to go into the city to see him!!! I have a feeling that it would never happen, but a girl can dream right? haha...so anyway...if i do get to see him I'll definitely tell you guys!!!

soo yeeeahhh...i'll tell you guys more later...

HUGGIE-WUGGIES TO EVERYONE!!! i MISS YOU GUYS LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!

MUAX x100000000000000

~Alicia

ps.

I'm getting hungry...hehe

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I'll post the pics soon...i will!!!! must remind me tho! haha

Oh, I also haven't started packing yet! I tried while talking to mei hong on the phone. Did it work? yeah....not so much. I have a packing problem, I don't think I will be able to bring my bolster!!! Which is heart-breaking-ly sad. I put it into my suitcase and it took up like half the space. and its not like I can tell my parents about this problem cos my dad would go " WHAT?!?!?! YOU WANT TO BRING YOUR BOLSTER THERE?!?!?" and promptly force me not to bring it. So as you can see, my problems are very "complex". lol...jkjk...though I am serious about the bolster dilemma.

Ah...okok...enough about me and my packing problems (though it is my blog...==) I want to talk about the new kids on the block~!!!! haha... no.. not the band but the new kids in school!!! muahaha!!! ==...I've never even listened to "new kids on the block" before (I'm not even sure if i got they're name right...but whatever...they're old)

Erm...so yeah, I haven't really been talking to any of the new kids, which is mean, cos i'm gonna be one of them in a couple of days (bury my head in pillow and scream). So i totally get where they're coming from cos I've been the new kid a couple times and I have to tell you it sucks beyond words can describe. But i have spoken to Estelle who sits with us at lunch and she seems pretty cool. Though her brother seems extremely different, but I can't really comment cos I haven't even said a word to him before so yeeeah....

There are a ton of new kiddy-kids and opposed to the bigger-kids. lol...they're all pretty cute but since i've never been one to go "awwww...you're soooo adorable, let me give you a huggy-wuggy!" I haven't really spoken or huggy-wuggied them...==. The only kids that i really go full-on "huggy-wuggied" on is 2 kids. Joshua and Jonathan. OMG!!! I love them to death!!! not really...but you get my drift. they're sister Joyce is adorable too..but i've always like baby boys better...who knows why. Ok...sorry...drifted from my story. Btw..they're my baby cousins (though Joshua isn't really a baby anymore since he's 8...)

hum-di-dum-dum...

SOo...new kids huh? well...being one is probably the worst thing EVER! unless you're the out-going kind that makes friends in no time. Like you blink once and you've got a ton of friends already. If you're like that, then you're lucky. Because, if you were me, you'd understand why being new is the worst ever.

See, if you know me, I talk a lot, and am pretty lame and stupid. But when I'm new, I'm like the shy girl, that just sits there and smiles if you talk to me. Yeah! I'm like that...I know...unbelievable...but its true. I've been trying to battle this disgusting glitch within me but so far not much progress. Haihh...and the weird thing is, that usually i'm forced to be the "new kid" due to moving and shit like that but, this time I'm doing it by choice which is sooooo odd that in the middle of the night I wake up and go "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GETTING YOURSELF INTO ALICIA? ARE YOU INSANE? WHAT WRONG WITH WORD CENTRE THAT YOU HAVE TO RUN OFF TO ANOTHER COUNTRY" but then I know why I wanna move and then I'm like ARGH!!!! eff off stupid thought!

So, it takes me a couple months to really be be me but hopefully with God's help I'll do better than the shy girl this time! haha...

oook..i should go...cos you're probably falling asleep due to the excessive boring-ness of my post since I don't have some guy that I'm secretly in love with, or some friend that is giving me shit and my problems are solely on the fact that my bolster won't fit in my luggage so i'm sorry for boring you with my crap, please continue with your awesome life.

sincerely sorry,

Alicia...

ps. hahahahahaha....I'm not sorry!!!! did you really think i was? well, i take my sorry back! BLEK!!!!

pss. ==